my last journal entry was when jaebom left
and now..im getting "tired of waiting" for him. ahaha..ha..ha. =.=
but its time for him to come back cuz he's going to eventually



lol
fma finally came out
i hav been refreshing the page
over and over
and it just APPEARED
and i spazzed
and read it :]
its. intense O_o

and at the library, i read the first volume over cuz that was the only one they had
and so it was all good cuz i was in the fma mood when i came homeee

lol
school has been getting more and more less enjoyable
theres the one RAWR person in pe
and theres the one RAWR teacher in music
and theres this other RAWR person who just annoys the crap out of me

lololol
theres ninja assasin stuff all over deviantart
hopefully bi is successful ~!!
AJA AJA HWAITING KOREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA DDD


haha
i hav not updated my drawings for heck a long time
and i realized a long time ago
that color penicils are HECK A LOT easier
than stoopid friggen stoopid paint.net
like a paint.net thing takes like hrs
and then color pencils is like 30 minutes. and it turns out better than paint.net

but i guess not good enough
because the first thing people say when they see my drawings
is "oh that part is weird. wat is that? who is that supposed to be? that part is unproportionate. etcetc"

like im totally open for criticism on how to improve the drawing
and even i can see that some parts are totally ugly after i finish it
...but when they just point things out when they cant do any better
im just like uhhhhhhhh. ok.
and apparently they cant find a single good thing about it.
sigh..

and thats why i dont like my art teacher.
hes always like
"clara. this canvas is ur playground. u can do watever u want."
so i do wat i want
and he goes NO
NO
NOT LIKE THAT
BUT HE DOESNT TELL ME HOWWW D:
and its worse cuz he does kno how to help me but he doesnt
and im expected to live with that for 3 hrs in a row
on my good saturday.

rawrrrrr
and lol
no school tomorrow
so i promised myself
the first thing that i would do when school was done was sleep
and that id do NO hw at all
but i forgot i had to go to the library
so i ended up finishing like almost ALL my hw =.=